Ruin-Tumult

All night i have been fighting consiousness, wishing i could go to sleep, when this thought hits me.
Would it be possible, if you willed/wished/wanted to enough, if you had the necessary energy or time, if you were crazy enough to try, can you alter reality to certain degrees?
for instance, look at telekinesis. whereas people can bend spoons, and move objects across rooms and buildings with only their minds. also, where certain people can more or less "revisit" places of time, and tell you specific facts of the past, or even more insane, freaky, the future. and while i am at it, there are people who dream of places, or have comatosic dreams of places they have never been to before, and when they wake up they can completely describe the place to you, down to the single missing nail.
and, if it is possible to alter reality, can you also bend reality? change the rules, and go into what people think of as matrix abilities? for instance, where your adrenaline pumps when you are in a car wreck, or another form of accident, and your mind slows reality for you down to a crawl, and your reaction speed is somewhat increased. if you can alter reality, who says you cannot bend your own body, and push it into limits only those few know? and at the same time, if you can alter reality, what stops you from falling off the face of the earth?
and, if you can alter reality, if you are able to "slow down" reality, can you theoretically rewind or fastforward time? can you stop it? can you spend time in multiple dimensions at the same time?
im sorry this was a little ranty, i just get wierd and theoretical when i don't get much sleep. Gah insomniacism.

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